| I'm starting to believe the old saying, "All good things must come to an end." |
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| Happiness comes in all different forms. And I'm pretty sure I'm happy in all the forms, and in all the ways. =] I found closure, but that's not why I'm happy. Dear Boy, You just came into my life last night, and we barely know each other. But already, you have shown me a person so beautiful I can't help but adore you. Thankyou for reminding me that there's beauty. I had forgotten for about a year or so... And thankyou for promising to spend the 4th of July with me. I won't look at the fireworks alone this year. Love, Manda <3 |
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| Ummmm yeah... Still heartbroken. >_< I need to talk to him. Figure out why he hates me. God, I just need CLOSURE. I'm ridiculous, I know. I'm starting to loathe my faith. My neverending fucking faith. Whatever. Will I ever get to talk to him and figure shit out ? I highly doubt it. So uh, just pray for me to have the strength to get through this on my own, I guess. <3 |
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| "Childhood is what you spend the rest of your life trying to overcome. That's what momma always says. She says that beginnings are scary, endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most. Try to remember that when you find yourself at a new beginning. Just give hope a chance to float up. And it will..." And I'm at this point in my life where I can honestly say...I can go days without being happy. Carrying this huge chip on my shoulder that I don't know how to shake off. I really need someone amazing right now. It doesn't matter who it is. I just need someone beautiful. Not in that way beautiful---beautiful as in, on the inside. John Denver is my only peace right now. I could listen to his music all day. He was amazing...and I wish he was still around to touch the world with his music. <3
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| I'm leaving for Tennessee with my family tomorrow morning. I honestly hope this helps to clear my head. Cuz life has REALLY been going downhill in the past couple of weeks. More than downhill. Basically...the shitter. My life is the hell it once was in junior high. Familywise, friendwise, and boywise. Dear God. Prayers. I'll need lots of them. Be back in 4 days, loves. Bye. <3 |
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